Medical anthropologists approach health in a holistic way. I study how emotional strife originates, navigates into the mind, and settles in the body. I investigate how illness, as medical anthropologists Nancy Scheper-Hughes and Margaret Lock (1987) assert, is a form of communication by which nature, culture and society speak simultaneously. Such an approach looks for how proximate biological symptoms have ultimate factors of causality that are social.
Here
in the Upper West region of Ghana, where farming is becoming an increasingly
challenging livelihood, and access to other viable income earning opportunities
are constrained, emotional strife is not difficult to uncover. No matter where
you are in the world, managing a household on marginal incomes is
stressful. It involves daily decisions
about how to meet immediate needs like food and health care while not
neglecting future needs. A common
scenario in this region is the struggle to farm to feed children while also
ensuring that their increasingly expensive school fees are paid. The higher the educational attainment, the
more likely they are to obtain a salaried job and the more likely they are to
be able to take care of ageing parents constrained to farming.
People
operating under these circumstances talk about “thinking too much”, a local idiom
that describes a brain overwhelmed with the need to solve various economic
problems. People who identify as doing too much thinking talk about how the
activities of the brain result in poor sleep, body pains and dizziness. Some people identify these symptoms as congregating
in an illness locally known as worry sickness. Thinking too much can also, and quite
deleteriously, travel to the heart. When
worry settles in the heart, a more debilitating illness, which translates as
heart sickness, can result. This illness
of the heart somewhat resembles hypertension and somewhat resembles severe
anxiety disorders. Regardless of its clinical categorization, it greatly limits
the amount of work that people can perform, thus reducing their income and
feeding back into a cycle of thinking too much.
Not
surprisingly, prevention of the onset of worry sickness and heart sickness is
companionship. Both men and women
identify socialization as the primary way to put too much thinking at bay. Both men and women actively seek out their peers to discuss their worries and ways to mitigate them.
It’s
also not surprising that the most well-adjusted sounding anthropologists are
those who have moved to their field site with a significant other or a
family unit.
Fieldwork
is not hard because I don’t have indoor plumbing. Fieldwork is mother trucking
hard because it is always emotionally overwhelming. Without someone who is also simultaneously
experiencing and understanding that emotional hurricane, it’s hard to keep these
heavy things from pressing too hard on me.
I
think I just took 5 days of Ciprofloxacin to cure homesickness. When I get homesick, my heart feels like it’s
sinking into my lower abdomen and I embody the “heavy heart” idiom common in
the US. And I’m beginning to suspect
that this weighty melancholy instigates other physical symptoms. Since starting fieldwork I’ve had phases
where I become intensely nauseous. It’s a
sickness that is not comparable to the “well I shouldn’t have eaten that”
illnesses I have previously experienced here. I think these phases of nausea have
psychological rather than organic origins.
I think these phases are a way that my body is rebelling against my
social circumstances. The waves of
nausea may be my body’s way of saying “Why the hell are you even here???”
If only emotional ailments could be treated with something like Gripe Water |
Cipro
won’t cure my heart sickness. So to keep my social protest stomach at bay, I’m
trying to play with as many roaming puppies and babies as possible without
looking too loony. I keep working my way through the WTF canon and am
cultivating quite a fictional friendship with Marc Maron. I’m also packing in as many evenings with my
adoptive family as possible. Even though
we can’t share laughs over references to Arrested Development, we can drink
beer together and share laughs over the universal funniness of flatulence.
Sinking comfortably into the backdrop of a busy, loud and welcoming house
(farty or not) is a pretty good social medicine for keeping those heavy things
from always pressing too hard on me.
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